Showing posts with label Milton. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Milton. Show all posts

Monday, August 18, 2025

Dil Ki Dhadkan Suno!


The couple were on their annual health checkup round. It was a once in a year routine that they had picked up some two decades ago, and continued regularly year after year thereon. Going to the designated or chosen hospital in the morning by giving up the day's ritual of consuming the regular morning coffee, waiting in the lines before each of the specified counters for registration, drawing of blood, x-ray, scanning, ECG and so on. There would be a line even before the complimentary breakfast counter (though there was nothing complimentary about it as the payment was included in the checkup package!) after the first blood sample was painfully drawn. They called it fasting blood, when actually the patients were fasting and the blood itself did not know about it. It remained red faced even after breakfast.  

He remembered his younger days sitting or standing before the humble radio and listening to the cricket match commentaries. They were indeed wonderful days when each one listening to the radio could have his own imagination of how things went on in the field, unlike todays television viewing when all the millions watching it would see the same thing, and repeat it with each replay. As soon as the first wicket fell, the excited commentator, V M Chakrapani, Balu Alaganan, Pearson Surita or AFS (Bobby) Talyarkhan or someone of the same group (one never knew whether the excitement was genuine or generated only for the listeners) shouted "Chandra draws first blood for India" and so on. Chandra or Prasanna or Venkat or Bedi would draw many more bloods during the day, but here fortunately it was drawing blood only once more. Luckily, health checkup match itself concluded with just two blood drawings. 

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The long waits at each point ended with a short encounter with the dealing staff, technician or doctor, only to adjourn to the next point. This continued till lunch time. The final halt was with a specialist doctor, who would by then have received the final scoresheet comprising the results of the various components of the checkup. By that time the patient would have run of patience, the dealing staff running out for lunch and the specialist himself or herself exhausted with the dose of work for the day. The last available counter staff member was always ready with a helping touch. "If you are tired and hungry, don't worry. Go and have your lunch. You can go home and relax and come back later in the evening. After all, all the tests are done and it is only consultation left now". 

Now the choice was simple. Get out immediately and get in again in the evening. Or, hold on for another hour or so and finish the final painful encounter and be done with it. At the most, it can be one more stop at the hospital's pharmacy for collecting the new tablets prescribed after the new checkup. It is most likely that the pharmacist will say that some of the prescriptions were not available there, though the prescription is by their own doctors. He may even tell you, if questioned about this anomaly, that he just gave away the last strip to a customer a few minutes ago. You are welcome after two days by which time fresh supplies would have come, he would smilingly tell you. Alternatively, you are free to assume that you are the rightful owner of a rare disorder now, as the pharmacy does not have what you need. If you have the courage, try tell the doctor to first check with their own pharmacy and prescribe items that are available there, to simplify the matters. 

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At the door of the specialists cabin, he wanted to check how his wife would like it to be handled. Long years of married life had taught him that it was always "Heads I win; Tails you lose"  while dealing with wife. Better safe than to be sorry, was the unwritten remedy. "Should we go in?", he asked in the language they used at home, knowing well that the people around would not understand it, as it was not the language frequently spoken in that area. 

Before the wife could respond, the voice from inside the doctor's cabin answered in the same language. "Yes. Please come in. I will go to lunch after attending to you". It was divine intervention as the decision was made by someone else. 

As soon as the couple entered the doctor's cabin, the specialist spoke in the same language. She was smiling as they entered the cabin and seated themselves. 

"We also speak the same language at home. It is my mother tongue too"
"Oh, that is so nice"
"There is a murmur in your heart. Did anyone tell you about it earlier?"
"No doctor. I always wanted someone to hear the "Dhadkan" of my Dil in my younger days. No one did. I am glad you could hear at least now!"
"I didn't hear the Dhadkan. I only heard the Murmur"
"Unfortunately, you are professionally trained only to hear the Murmurs"

They all had a hearty laugh. Then other things relating to the consultation went on. They learnt about "Murmur of the Heart" in detail.

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John Milton, considered as one of the greatest English authors, talks of a "Murmur" in his famous sonnet "On His Blindness". When he was confronted with blindness during a part of his life, he wrote that sonnet. "Doth God exact day-labour, light denied?. I fondly ask. But patience, to prevent That Murmur, soon replies....." he goes on. 

Milton's Murmur was in his brain and not the heart. 

"Bhanware ki gunjan hai mera dil...." sang Kishore Kumar for Randhir Kapoor and Babita for the Raj Kapoor production film "Kal, Aaaj aur Kal". The film was released in 1971 and the leading pair got married the same year. It is not known whether the murmur in the heart had a role in the events. 

But the "Murmur in the Heart" appears more for medical reasons than otherwise.

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We all know the purpose of having doors in buildings, furniture  and the like. Doors provide space for movement, getting things in and out as and when desired. Doors can also be closed when not in use and thus protect the enclosed space from unwanted interference. "Closed door meeting" indicates that only certain persons are allowed to participate and undesirable ones are kept away. We have automatic doors that open and close using sensors. This has obviated the need to have "doormen", who were once considered a status symbol. There are doors that open both ways, and the ones that open to inside or outside. There are people who spend lavishly on decorated doors for their houses and offices, though the utility value remains the same. 

There have been many inventions about doors, but the Lord appears to have every type of door in human body! As long as each of them are woking perfectly, one doesn't even remember them. With the slightest malfunction of one such door, all troubles start. From swallowing items in the mouth to keeping one's mouth shut when required, each door has to be working optimally for a healthy life. When there are unwanted deposits behind the doors, they do not open fully and thereby result in bringing down the efficiency of the respective parts in their function.

Some of these doors are in the heart. Some are called valves. Heart has chambers. The doors of these chambers keep opening and closing in a rhythm, allowing for blood to fill a chamber, and once filled push it out with force so that it can reach different parts of the body. Sometimes these doors and valves do not work properly. Experts identify many factors for such issues; ageing, life style, disorders from the time of birth itself and so on. When the doors or valves do not open fully and blood flows in the restricted space, it comes out with a hissing noise. A heart murmur is defined as a whooshing, blowing or rasping sound heard during heartbeats. 

Valve Stenosis is such a condition when there is murmur which can be heard by the doctor using a stethoscope. Experts can even identify it without stethoscope in many cases. Doctors classify these stenosis cases as mild, moderate and severe. Severe stenosis diminishes quality of life due to feeling tired with even little exertion. Modren science has provided many surgical interventions to improve the conditions.

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There were many cases of deaths of relatively young in age due to heart issues in and around Hassan in Karnataka recently. Some even went to the extent of blaming it on the vaccination during Covid times. Experts have since clarified that this is not the reason for the deaths. However, there are many sudden deaths when youngsters are working out in Gyms, and many others with apparently no clear reason. 

There is a reluctance on the part of many around us to have a medical checkup and seeking expert advice. It basically stems from the fear that approaching a medical professional leads to even more complications and wasteful expenditure. This approach leads to many more troubles. "Bhavitavyam Bhavatyeva" (whatever is going to happen, will happen!) is not a solution. Heart murmurs can lead to giddiness, fall and even strokes. Timely intervention avoid these dangerous consequences. Strokes result in serious impairment of quality of life and results in many different types of troubles for the person, as well as near and dear ones. 

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Listen to the heart! Dil ki Dhadkan Suno. That "Murmur" is not to be ignored. 

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Shantaram, Milton and Eye check-up

Fitness and health check-up have become novelty today.  Periodical health check-ups are recommended and followed meticulously.  Check-ups do not guarantee good health for the future, but certainly provide mental relief.  Mental relief, if the results of the tests are satisfactory.  Of course, more tension and worry if the results are not as per expectations.  There are many advantages of health check-ups.  It is ensuring good health of the doctors and health-care industry.  It is also providing hospitals and drug manufacturers with wonderful growth opportunities, besides giving employment to thousands of support staff.  As for the patients, they can pride themselves about the number of tablets and capsules they consume each day.  Patients can also have their breakfast, lunch and supper regularly, since prescribed medication should either precede or follow in take of food. Their days are never dull and swallowing the tablets as per the given time schedule keeps them totally occupied.  They always have something to look forward to; the next tablet, syrup, capsule or ointment.  Ensuring that all the tablets required for the next two weeks are available at home makes them remain physically and mentally busy.  It also keeps the other members of the family on their toes; if the patient does not take a tablet for headache, it often becomes their headache.  If the patient at home is an elderly person, their patience is tested as well and teaches them many advantages of being patient.  Patience is a difficult trait to teach or develop, we all know.

We are all given one body by the nature or creator.  Hence one place for check-up should be fine. We may so believe, but it is not that simple.   Health care industry tells us that the body may be one, but it consists of many parts.  As each part of the body specializes in some important function, there should be as many specialists to take care of them.  It is quite natural that all specialists cannot be brought under a single roof.  If they are so assembled, it threatens the very concept of specialization. We are, therefore, advised to meet specialists at different centers so that special care is taken of all the parts of the body.  For some parts of the body, there are many specialists as the parts and specialists perform and monitor diverse functions.  Eye is one such organ and naturally requires special care. Bacterial, fungal or viral infections, age, cataract and diabetes add additional dimensions to eye care and eye check-up may result from any of these issues.

Visit to any specialist is a time consuming errand.  Eye check-up is not so.  It is a day consuming mission.  If you go to a temple, you can see the main deity only after visiting three or four other deities. Likewise, you can see the main eye specialist only after you go through three or four rooms presided by the junior doctors.  The receptionist prepares your profile and then passes on the profile along with you to the first junior doctor.  He or she checks the external eye and makes noting on the file.  Then you move to the next junior doctor (senior among the juniors) who checks eye sight and the power of your present spectacles. Then a nurse pours some drops into the eyes and asks you to keep the eyes closed for sometime.  She does not allow you to dream uninterruptedly; she keeps repeating the eye drops till the specialist is free to see you.  This way waiting is made painless; there is no feeling of prolonged waiting as you are actually undergoing the process of being prepared for the specialized scrutiny.  You are advised that the eye has to dilate for the specialist's eye to have a clear view of your eye.  On line dictionary defines "Dilation" as the act of expanding or the condition of being expanded; the widening or stretching of an opening or a hollow structure in the body.

When sitting in a multi-speciality eye clinic with drops in the eye, the mind naturally remembered V Shantaram and John Milton. Why V Shantaram? Why John Milton?
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Shantaram Rajaram Vankudre, popularly known as V Shantaram, is a well known film personality.  He devoted his life to acting, making and directing movies in Hindi and Marathi. His entire life spanning 88 years were spent in dreaming about art and presenting those fantastic dreams to art lovers in the form of movies. His movies had many different themes of social relevance and fine arts.  Story, music, dance and sculpture were seamlessly blended and captured in his movies with delightful effects.  He dreamt big and his films had huge and colorful sets, even if the sets were used only for shooting a single scene appearing on the screen for two or three minutes.  He was a strict disciplinarian and brooked no disruption to his schedule of work.  It is said that he replaced his daughter Rajshri with Mumtaz in one of the films since Rajshri did not report for shooting on time. That was one of the triggers for a highly successful career for Mumtaz later on. He is also said to have firmly told Jeetendra, film's hero, that Mumtaz cannot be changed as the heroine in the film "Boond Jo Ban Gayee Moti". 

"Do Aankhe Barah Haath", produced in 1957 is one of the most popular and famous movies of its times.  The film is based on prison reforms and the necessity of providing opportunity for reformation to the most hardened criminals too. Shantaram himself played the lead role in the movie. While shooting one of the scenes in the movie, known as the bull-fight scene, he was badly injured in the eye.  His eyes were treated and bandaged for several months and doctors feared that he may never regain eyesight. A person who enjoyed full eyesight for  56 years was now blind for many months. Shantaram's artistic mind worked overtime during that period and he experienced a riot of colors in his dreams. Treatment was successful and he regained eyesight.  He was able to see and resumed his film making with the next film "Navrang", meaning "Nine Colors", released in 1959. 

The film "Navrang" opens with a song "Rang De De" (meaning "Give us colors") with a black and white shot of closed doors on the screen.  After the titles end with the name of Shantaram as Producer and Director, the doors open and Shantaram himself appears with his eyes covered with dark glasses, as shown in the picture above.  He tells the audience about the suffering he had due to temporary blindness and how he imagined a colorful world in those days.  He mentions that he now shows that imaginary colorful world as "Navrang".  The film (its color poster is given alongside) has the theme of a dreaming poet-patriot and his wife in the backdrop of freedom movement.  It is a fine blend of poetry, music and dance with huge sets and is an example of film making with passion. Among the many films made by V Shantaram, Navrang holds its own pride of place.  It is a film conceived by a temporary blind person who had sight of the normal eye and the vision of a great film maker.


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John Milton (1608-1674) is considered as "one of the greatest English authors" and was an important supporter of Oliver Cromwell's Commonwealth.  He was a fierce defender of free speech and freedom of press.  His life was an inseparable part of the political upheaval in England's 17th century events.  His major works came after he progressively lost eyesight and became blind.  He lost his eyesight in 1651-52 at age 43.  He married Elizabeth (third wife) who was 31 years younger to him, in 1662 and dictated 20 to 30 verses each night to her.  His "Paradise Lost" and "Paradise regained" were thus written.   One of the popular jokes is that he wrote "Paradise Lost" when he married and "Paradise Regained" when he got divorced!

Milton's famous sonnet "On his blindness" is a remarkable reflection of his own talents and spiritual pursuits.  It is said to bear reference to the "Parables of Talents" in the Gospel of Mathew.  Milton blossomed as a poet after he lost his eyesight.

It is true of many other artistes as well, especially in music.  Loss of eyesight probably sharpens their talent to identify the many nuances of sound, its effects and variations.

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On the lighter side, both Milton and Shantaram had three wives.  Milton's third wife Elizabeth was his support for bringing out his literary works and talents.  Shantaram's third wife Sandhya brought out Shantaram's dreams on the screen as lead artiste in many of his movies, "Do Ankhe Barah Haath" and "Navrang" included. 

It was just and proper to remember Shantaram and Milton, while sitting for dilation with closed eyes in the multi-speciality eye hospital!